一個我，一個他，兩隻狗，一隻貓

Sometimes I felt so frustrated living in this house..
Sharing my marriage with all these friends of my husband's..

I am not like these americans
who drink to have fun
I am not like these americans
who are so spontaneous
I am not like these americans
who laugh at stupid things

I do not understand their humor
I do not understand what classics they are talking about
And I do not want to understand anymore..

I sometimes just want some moment with my husband
when he is off
Especially when I have Saturdays and Sundays off
and his are Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays

When he is distracted by them
I always felt neglected
felt that he likes them more than me
he thinks they are more fun to hang out with
than me

And when I am hurt..
I want to hurt his feelings too..
I want to hurt his feelings so bad that
he will know how hurt I am..

And I do not want to feel like I am the bitch in the house..